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Post by Lily on Oct 11, 2021 11:49:34 GMT
So this morning my sister came to my room to discuss the next grocery delivery. I was dressed in guy clothes so no problem there. However my doll was on the bed for anyone to see, and sure enough she saw it. "Where did that come from?" she asked. "I got it." and "It came from a shop" were two of my replies. In the moment I thought just being straightforward about it would be the best thing to do. She said something along the lines of "Well that's the best place to get one?" and left we left it like that.
She knows I had a bear and she has cuddly toys and a doll herself so I suppose she might not see it as that unusual. I'm not going to bring it up with her, and I doubt she will with me. She doesn't pry into my affairs and like me likes to avoid awkward conversations. However I know I'll be wondering what she thinks of me buying and having one. I feel oddly exposed and really don't know how to feel about it all.
This feels such a strange and awkward thing to write about and discuss with you all. I'd feel much more comfortable if I was talking about some misplaced clothing or even a sex toy. However it's not. It's my doll that I bought to be some sort of baby replacement, a focus for my maternal feelings. Maternal feelings that I never even had the slightest suspicion of having before.
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Post by Jessica on Oct 11, 2021 14:43:58 GMT
That's too bad. I am sure she didn't think twice about it but I know it will be on your mind. Sorry to hear it.
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