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Post by Lily on Nov 22, 2021 15:41:50 GMT
Do you ever have days where there's a particular body part that you envy in other women. Today I've noticed I have very strong boob envy. Everywhere I look there are these women with ample bosoms, both covered up and exposed, both real and drawn. I'm here wondering where the hell mine are. I am painfully aware that the stuffing in my swimsuit is nothing like the real thing.
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Post by Jessica on Nov 23, 2021 15:27:04 GMT
Yes, but its usually boobs. Sometimes its a butt, but its usually boobs. There are few things more feminine than showing off your tatas. I imagine they're not fun to deal with at times, and that in itself is very feminine. I want the hassle of having to deal with big mounds on my chest too!
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Post by Lily on Nov 23, 2021 17:34:45 GMT
My boobs are a core part of my body image as a woman. Before I found out, two very strong indications as to my true gender were very much focused around my breasts. Now I don't feel quite right if my clothes aren't stuffed or my boobs aren't otherwise prominent. They are also a very important focus for all those maternal feeling I have.
My mother's were much larger than average, and I think mine would have been of a similar size. As you say they can be a hassle, and at my age they wouldn't be in their prime, but that's just part of a woman's life too.
Do you have particular clothes that you like to wear that would show off your tiddies? For me it's my red swimsuit and my babydoll nightie. I like to think I might have trouble trying not to expose too much.
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Post by chloé on Nov 24, 2021 7:59:14 GMT
Hi girls, I join your discussion, I hope I’m back. for me definitely boobs, but I also focus on hips. My dream as you can see on my photos, I’m curvy, and even if I know how can big boobs being inconfortable and even painful, I would like to have a large pair of boobs. my fantasy leads me to imagine my pregnancy and breastfeeding. Sandi, did you think of buying false boobs? 💋❤️ ‘Chloé
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Post by chloé on Nov 24, 2021 8:26:24 GMT
Just to complete, The women of my family are quite endowed, (I hope, the word is right), I always saw women with quite large bosoms, I can’t imagine myself without it. When I wear my dress, my bra is large and allow me to wear my homemade false boobs, and they are quite large. I would like buying silicone ones but impossible to hide it from my wife. 💋 Chloé
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Post by Lily on Nov 24, 2021 10:33:59 GMT
Hi girls, I join your discussion, I hope I’m back. for me definitely boobs, but I also focus on hips. My dream as you can see on my photos, I’m curvy, and even if I know how can big boobs being inconfortable and even painful, I would like to have a large pair of boobs. my fantasy leads me to imagine my pregnancy and breastfeeding. Sandi, did you think of buying false boobs? 💋❤️ ‘Chloé Hi Chloé, Nice to have you back, hope you're able to stick around. I'd say I wouldn't want them quite as large as yours but still larger than average. The image for myself is less curvy and more chubby and cuddly. Like you my fantasy includes pregnancy and breastfeeding. I also like the idea of using them in sexual activity with my partner. Like you a lot of the women in my family are well endowed - my mother, my sister and sister-in-law. My sister-in-law's are pretty much your size. My ideal bodyshape would fall in line with that. I think I have my mother's big boob genes so they'd match her size. To answer your question - I came close to buying a pair from Amazon. The stuffing I use is just small clothes so doesn't have the weight or shape. They work fine in a swimsuit because the full cups give them a proper shape, but they don't work in a bra. They just end up looking a bit lumpy and mis-shapen. However at the moment I only need them to wear in my room, so couldn't quite justify the expense. If I was wanting someone else to see my feminine self then I would. xox, Sandi
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Post by chloé on Nov 24, 2021 10:40:54 GMT
Hi girls, I join your discussion, I hope I’m back. for me definitely boobs, but I also focus on hips. My dream as you can see on my photos, I’m curvy, and even if I know how can big boobs being inconfortable and even painful, I would like to have a large pair of boobs. my fantasy leads me to imagine my pregnancy and breastfeeding. Sandi, did you think of buying false boobs? 💋❤️ ‘Chloé Hi Chloé, Nice to have you back, hope you're able to stick around. I'd say I wouldn't want them quite as large as yours but still larger than average. The image for myself is less curvy and more chubby and cuddly. Like you my fantasy includes pregnancy and breastfeeding. I also like the idea of using them in sexual activity with my partner. Like you a lot of the women in my family are well endowed - my mother, my sister and sister-in-law. My sister-in-law's are pretty much your size. My ideal bodyshape would fall in line with that. I think I have my mother's big boob genes so they'd match her size. To answer your question - I came close to buying a pair from Amazon. The stuffing I use is just small clothes so doesn't have the weight or shape. They work fine in a swimsuit because the full cups give them a proper shape, but they don't work in a bra. They just end up looking a bit lumpy and mis-shapen. However at the moment I only need them to wear in my room, so couldn't quite justify the expense. If I was wanting someone else to see my feminine self then I would. xox, Sandi Hi sandi, I will try to stay around with you girls. When I make my homemade boobs, I use light plastic bags like freezer bags. They are not too big and quite flexible. And I fill them with water. It creates the weight and flexibility. It is the best I can do actually. I found sil boobs on Modanie and amazon, but impossible to hide them. It’s a real frustrations for me. 💋 Chloé
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Post by Lily on Nov 24, 2021 11:20:26 GMT
Chloé That does sound quite ingenious of you. How do they feel against the skin? For me everything needs to be on hand in my room, and only in my room. I think for me the act of making them and getting them here creates a risk of exposure. For my situation, silicone would be the way to go. For me it's more a question of when I get them and not if. Perhaps they'll be on offer for Black Friday xox, Sandi
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Post by Jessica on Nov 24, 2021 15:58:04 GMT
I don't really have any on my person so I have to use falsies when I dress up. They look obviously wrong, so I usually try to wear things that show the prominent mounds but don't actually show flesh as you would then see my hairy chest and two plastic blobs haha.
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Post by chloé on Nov 24, 2021 18:17:29 GMT
Chloé That does sound quite ingenious of you. How do they feel against the skin? For me everything needs to be on hand in my room, and only in my room. I think for me the act of making them and getting them here creates a risk of exposure. For my situation, silicone would be the way to go. For me it's more a question of when I get them and not if. Perhaps they'll be on offer for Black Friday xox, Sandi At first a little colf but the heat of my skin warm them. The good point is the weigt and flexibility. After I wear it with closed cleavage. It gives some movement wirg the water. It is not perfect but the best I found to feel weight and moving. the bra must be quite closed to prev Them to live their place 😉… Chloé
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Post by Maria on Nov 24, 2021 19:58:29 GMT
This is an interesting one for me actually, as my answer is different now to how it would have been, say a year ago. Back then it would definitely have been boobs. However, since "coming out" to myself, and allowing myself to look deeper into the differences in shape etc, I would have to say hips.
I think maybe because I already have something up there. I would dearly like to have more, but at least there is something there that with the right clothes looks correct. Small, but lots of girls have small chests, so that in itself isn't a trans issue as much as a genetically-unlucky girl issue. But with hips, I am very aware that all the dimensions for me in that region are completely wrong. And so far more nowadays I find myself noticing that area on other women and feeling a little envious of how that area isn't basically an ironing board for them.
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Post by Lily on Nov 24, 2021 20:41:07 GMT
You'd like a big butt and you cannot lie.
The other thing for me is the larynx, the throat, that part of the body that makes the sound of your voice. I don't like my male-sounding voice and wish I had a naturally feminine one. Not just for speaking but for singing too. I'd love to sound like one of my favourite female singers. You can express so much emotion through singing, and would love the voice to match what I feel inside.
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Post by Maria on Nov 24, 2021 22:51:12 GMT
Voice is a weird one for me. I don't have a particularly prominent larynx, so that's not an issue. On the one hand, my voice is quite deep and resonant, and unmistakably male-sounding. So that is definitely a source of dysphoria for me.
On the other though, I like to think I have a good singing voice, with good range and tone, and most of the songs that I like to sing along to are sung by male singers. Also, when reading stories I tend to do all the different voices, which is helped by this range. Most of the time if I sing along to a song by a female artist, I can hit the pitch no problem actually, but the tone of the voice is male.
So it's a strange one in that while most of the time I would love a higher, more feminine voice, were I to actually magically receive it, would I still be able to do those things that I currently can do? It's one of those few areas where despite currently causing dysphoria, it does also have benefits which I think I would miss if I didn't have it. And of course, which of those scenarios causes the less distress is one of those unanswerable questions of life!
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Post by chloé on Nov 25, 2021 11:34:04 GMT
Hi, your point about the voice is interesting because it is a way very powerful to be identified as a woman. Mine is deep, unmistakably male. I must have been very bad in my previous lives to be a woman in a such male body 😉 moreover, the identification is through phone or when you call someone before this person sees you. I love the deep women’s voices. Power and tenderness, interesting alchemy.
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Post by Lily on Nov 25, 2021 12:55:44 GMT
As you'll know I've had a fair amount of phonecalls openly as a trans woman, also before then explaining that's what I was. Speaking to people that know with this voice of mine can feel awkward and jarring. Also when I speak out loud in my room, it can jolt me back into the reality of the situation. I can put on the right clothes and wear my hair long but my voice betrays me. Also I can visualise how I might look having transitioned, or even magically transformed, but at the moment that vision is silent because I can't hear my new voice. I know I'm going to have to start voice training at some point, but the time doesn't feel right to do so yet.
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