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Post by chloé on Apr 8, 2022 15:15:51 GMT
Hi girls,
Yesterday I lived a strange experience in my video game, cyberpunk 2077. I disconnected this discussion from video game because the game was only a vector. I play a female V for hours now and feel more and more closer to her because I identified myself even if the body is closer to jess body. there are possibilities of romance in this game. And not only platonic… at the beginning As usual I thought a romance with a girl could be pleasant (very male) but more and more I felt female and I discovered River. Sorry, but for the first time I didn’t wan’t to be with Panam or Judy. The two girls with who we can live a romance. Only friends. But with River and the story I feel like a girl in love. I wanted to have missions with him, saying kind things and waiting same things from him. The romance happened and I totally identified as his girlfriend even in the bed part, I told you it is realistic. I loved kissing him, seing him cooking, seing him taking care of his nephew, being shy with his very strong body, finally I like muscular men. Very strange. I was a woman and loved a man. I loved it And when he asks me if this adventure was only an adventure because he loves me I kissed him and it will be not the end. When her sister ask If I would like to have a family, I answered very easily yes. And I was thinking of River. You can’t imagine my happiness when I received a message later in the game where he proposed me to leave some clothes and more in his house. I felt as never before. I was V who was Chloé who was in love. Yes, everything is in the game… I won’t be able to leave this game. Chloé
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Post by Lily on Apr 9, 2022 8:56:47 GMT
Chloé,
That sounds like quite a revealing experience you had in having that in-game romance. It gave an opportunity for you to explore how you might feel and act in those situations, probably more so than just imagining it.
I have read some accounts from trans women that they discover they're attracted to men once they've advanced in their transition, and that part of that is still wanting to be in a heterosexual relationship, that perhaps part of their sexuality is based in identifying as hetero not just the gender of the person they're attracted to. I hope that makes sense.
Lily
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Post by chloé on Apr 9, 2022 11:32:03 GMT
Hi lily, it makes perfectly sens. Since this time, I dream of me with a man and the life I could have, in a very normal way. I’m not attracted to women or just for curiousity but my deep attraction is for men and especially mine, River in the story. I project me as Chloe in this love story. the good thing in the game is that the story continue wth little messages between River and I and I feel something odd in my belly when I see his face on the phone and the kindness with some shyness in his message. It makes me got chills. I don’t know if it was girls feel when they are in love for a boy, but I think I’m in love for the first time in this direction. the second thing they made the thing very well because even River’s sister, Joss, sent me a message to telling me that she would be happy to have me in their family and that River seems better with me. It made me feeling really feminine in this relationship. She asked me if I feel the same for her brother and I had a lot of pleasure to answer yes.
The strangest thing is that it feels normal. And finally, river’s home is mine too and when I go sleeping in our commun bed with river, I wake up each time near River who sleeps. That’s magic.
Now I’m sure that I’m hetero as a woman and Chloé is really alive. This game has a very deep impact on me. just between us, when I go back seing River, I take time to change my combat clothes into sexy clothes, it seems normal for me and give me confidence even if in the game it has absolutely no effect on the story. I like being pretty with him and being able to wear fighting clothes as sexy and very female clothes.
strange and I’m addict…
I will choose the end where I finish my life with him…
Chloé 💋
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Post by Maria on Apr 9, 2022 12:04:00 GMT
That sounds amazing 🙂 I'd be really interested to know how I would react in that game if I had the option to go either way. I can imagine how I would perhaps react and choose, but would I actually do that when the time came to choose?!
Maybe it will be on Game Pass one of these days, and I can find out for myself!
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Post by Jessica on Apr 9, 2022 15:15:27 GMT
I think I have said this before, but I have found in my fantasies of being a woman I am bisexual, but as a man I have absolutely no interest in being with a man. If I were to wake up as a woman tomorrow, I think I would be open to an experience with a man (infidelity notwithstanding). But as is, absolutely not.
Perhaps you are experiencing the same phenomenon?
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Post by chloé on Apr 9, 2022 15:52:36 GMT
I think I have said this before, but I have found in my fantasies of being a woman I am bisexual, but as a man I have absolutely no interest in being with a man. If I were to wake up as a woman tomorrow, I think I would be open to an experience with a man (infidelity notwithstanding). But as is, absolutely not. Perhaps you are experiencing the same phenomenon? Perhaps, but as I said before, I thought like you, If I were a woman I would experience with a man but this time it was totally different. I had the choice to be with women but I definitely was attracted by him. when I discovered the different romance on internet and their faces I wanted try with a she and river was attracting for me. but in the game when I met him I thought like a girl, a hetero one. His way of thinking, the discussion, his way of thinking, I thought of him and was attracted to him and each time I was with him it increased, and not only in the game, Chloé was attracted too, Very strange for me but I was addict. And when the « rendez vous » arrived in the game, no hesitation for me, I wanted to share this moment with him and kiss him and more… the game is not platonic. no dithering, it was him. it has never been so strong. as me in real life I’m not attracted to men even with this experience but I’m more convinced in my disphoria and a part of me plays the manly man…
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Post by chloé on Apr 9, 2022 16:00:39 GMT
That sounds amazing 🙂 I'd be really interested to know how I would react in that game if I had the option to go either way. I can imagine how I would perhaps react and choose, but would I actually do that when the time came to choose?! Maybe it will be on Game Pass one of these days, and I can find out for myself! Sincerely I didn’t think that I would react like this. It was a surprise for me, but everytime during nearly 100h game you are called she, miss, her, you choose your skirt, your bra what would fit with, you begin, perhaps, I wanted it also deep in me, to identifiy to your character. I don’t know when it will be on game pass but you must have at least the XBOX one X or the last serie X, if not it is not powerful enough. Even miné which is a One X, it’s not the best. I think I will buy a serie X and a 4K tv this year.
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Post by Jessica on Apr 10, 2022 16:04:02 GMT
I think I have said this before, but I have found in my fantasies of being a woman I am bisexual, but as a man I have absolutely no interest in being with a man. If I were to wake up as a woman tomorrow, I think I would be open to an experience with a man (infidelity notwithstanding). But as is, absolutely not. Perhaps you are experiencing the same phenomenon? Perhaps, but as I said before, I thought like you, If I were a woman I would experience with a man but this time it was totally different. I had the choice to be with women but I definitely was attracted by him. when I discovered the different romance on internet and their faces I wanted try with a she and river was attracting for me. but in the game when I met him I thought like a girl, a hetero one. His way of thinking, the discussion, his way of thinking, I thought of him and was attracted to him and each time I was with him it increased, and not only in the game, Chloé was attracted too, Very strange for me but I was addict. And when the « rendez vous » arrived in the game, no hesitation for me, I wanted to share this moment with him and kiss him and more… the game is not platonic. no dithering, it was him. it has never been so strong. as me in real life I’m not attracted to men even with this experience but I’m more convinced in my disphoria and a part of me plays the manly man… Indeed. I buy it. I'll bet many trans girls feel the same!
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