Post by Lily on Jun 19, 2021 15:35:49 GMT
Two hours or so ago, I had an experience which I hadn't had before, I was hoping for some insight from someone.
I woke up late today, thinking of nothing other than how late it was and what to eat. Then a sudden intense feeling came over me, it was a feeling not thoughts, and it was something I haven't experienced before. I had a strong desire to rip off my t-shirt, and for some change to be made or to happen, I'm not sure. I don't know if was to put on female attire, or if it was to see a female chest underneath my shirt, or something else, I really don't know what. It felt it was coming from the top of my body. I was trying to articulate in thoughts what I was feeling. It was very intense, and very new.
I covered myself in my duvet not wanting to look at where this feeling was coming from. I then covered my arms and legs, thinking I might not like what I see. After a minute or two, I lifted a leg up from underneath the duvet, and it felt no different to looking at it any other time. I then did the same for arms, and that was fine too. However that strong feeling still remained in my upper body. It then took a while for my take the duvet off and look at my clothed chest, and that felt OK, but different because of what I just experienced. I've had a look underneath just now, and it's the same as when I looked at my arms and legs, not feeling any different than any other day.
As just a quick aside - as a male that wishes to appear female at least somethimes, I have positive feelings towards my chest. I'm more than happy to share why, but I think it might detract from the rest of the post.
I don't know what I just experienced. It was overwhelming and quite intense. I don't want to brush it aside, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't apprehensive about finding out what it was, but only apprehensive and not scared
Has anyone else here felt something similar? Any thoughts as to what it was that I experienced?
Woori
I woke up late today, thinking of nothing other than how late it was and what to eat. Then a sudden intense feeling came over me, it was a feeling not thoughts, and it was something I haven't experienced before. I had a strong desire to rip off my t-shirt, and for some change to be made or to happen, I'm not sure. I don't know if was to put on female attire, or if it was to see a female chest underneath my shirt, or something else, I really don't know what. It felt it was coming from the top of my body. I was trying to articulate in thoughts what I was feeling. It was very intense, and very new.
I covered myself in my duvet not wanting to look at where this feeling was coming from. I then covered my arms and legs, thinking I might not like what I see. After a minute or two, I lifted a leg up from underneath the duvet, and it felt no different to looking at it any other time. I then did the same for arms, and that was fine too. However that strong feeling still remained in my upper body. It then took a while for my take the duvet off and look at my clothed chest, and that felt OK, but different because of what I just experienced. I've had a look underneath just now, and it's the same as when I looked at my arms and legs, not feeling any different than any other day.
As just a quick aside - as a male that wishes to appear female at least somethimes, I have positive feelings towards my chest. I'm more than happy to share why, but I think it might detract from the rest of the post.
I don't know what I just experienced. It was overwhelming and quite intense. I don't want to brush it aside, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't apprehensive about finding out what it was, but only apprehensive and not scared
Has anyone else here felt something similar? Any thoughts as to what it was that I experienced?
Woori