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Post by Jessica on May 21, 2021 5:40:31 GMT
Hey everyone. I know that right now I am just yelling into an echo chamber, but I figure I should put something else out there in case other people do visit so they can see some content.
So today I was shopping for groceries and I caught myself leering a little. A good looking lady pushing the cart in front of me had come from working out, and was wearing very pretty green leggings and a white tank. I caught myself staring at her behind. It wasn't that I thought it was sexy. OK, it was partially that......maybe more than partially. But I was also imagining what it would be like to be able to wear those pretty tight leggings, and tank top out to my hearts content. I was more imagining being her than I was being with her.
Its moments like that that can trigger a moment of dysphoria for me. Of longing.
Anyone else experience times like this? When you get a sudden rush of dysphoria from something you experience in your random day-to-day?
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Post by francie on May 22, 2021 11:54:08 GMT
Jess, so understand and agree! It would be so nice to enjoy leggings or anything else that I enjoy because they fit, feel good and to me look good (blush). It really hurts when shopping for clothes. It feels like the Berlin wall crossing into the department with leggings, colors, and better fitting forms to bring out my inner curves...~~~francie~~~
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Post by Jessica on May 22, 2021 15:23:59 GMT
Jess, so understand and agree! It would be so nice to enjoy leggings or anything else that I enjoy because they fit, feel good and to me look good (blush). It really hurts when shopping for clothes. It feels like the Berlin wall crossing into the department with leggings, colors, and better fitting forms to bring out my inner curves...~~~francie~~~ Yes indeed. I know how you feel. Men's clothes are quite dull. I sometimes wish I could just be at the store after hours by myself and dig into the women's section haha! Are there other experiences that make you have a quick bout of dysphoria?
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Post by francie on May 23, 2021 2:18:21 GMT
Dysphoria to me seems to blossom a little maybe when I see a lady primping for her guy or being held in a slow dance. Bringing all the little things ladys may take for granted, like clothes, makeup, jewelry and fragrance, to the intimate attention of a guy is my ultimate dysphoria. (blushing) francie
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Post by Jessica on May 23, 2021 14:53:02 GMT
Dysphoria to me seems to blossom a little maybe when I see a lady primping for her guy or being held in a slow dance. Bringing all the little things ladys may take for granted, like clothes, makeup, jewelry and fragrance, to the intimate attention of a guy is my ultimate dysphoria. (blushing) francie I totally get that. One interesting thing that I've found for me is that as a guy I have no interest in men. By that I mean that I have no interest, nor am I attracted to men from the way I currently present. However, when I think of myself as a woman.....my Jess persona.....loves men. Do you have similar experiences?
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Post by Kelli Ann on Aug 4, 2021 0:07:37 GMT
Dysphoria to me seems to blossom a little maybe when I see a lady primping for her guy or being held in a slow dance. Bringing all the little things ladys may take for granted, like clothes, makeup, jewelry and fragrance, to the intimate attention of a guy is my ultimate dysphoria. (blushing) francie I totally get that. One interesting thing that I've found for me is that as a guy I have no interest in men. By that I mean that I have no interest, nor am I attracted to men from the way I currently present. However, when I think of myself as a woman.....my Jess persona.....loves men. Do you have similar experiences? Jessica I am the same way. I think men are nasty and ugly and I would never think about being with one with one exception: when I am in girl mode and that is when I crave his masculinity and my submissive side evolves. The emotional and sexual feelings are very real.
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Post by Maria on Aug 4, 2021 8:29:40 GMT
The idea of being the passive partner is definitely appealing to me, but only really from the personality perspective, not from being physically attracted to men. For me a fantasy where I am with a take-charge woman is far more something I would desire.
If the gender fairy were to work their magic and I woke up tomorrow completely physically female to match my feminine mind, I would be open to an experience with a male, but I suspect it would just be to see what it was like and then I would go back to only being interested in relations with other women!
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Post by chloé on Aug 4, 2021 11:54:15 GMT
Hi, I discovered my disphoria when I begin to envy women and wanted to be the one who wear the outfit. When I’m in the street I like watching women and my wife tease me with some jealousy when I watch women, she just doesn’t know that I dream of me wearying the outfit and being jealous of her. when I go shopping with my wife, I like it and in the same time I’m sad because I want to buy the clothe for me and being the one who try and show herself to her husband. As I told before, I’m straight and as Chloé too, I would like to be with a man, sometimes some adventures with women, but definitely with a man. As Chloé, I dream of my wife as Guillaume, the name I gave her if she was a boy, and what I would do to him. i dream of his body and my girl mind is absolutely not disgusted by his male parts and what I can do with it. It arouses me… If you remember, I want to be a mother, then no secret, I need a man. 💋❤️ Chloé
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Post by chloé on Aug 4, 2021 12:03:00 GMT
I totally get that. One interesting thing that I've found for me is that as a guy I have no interest in men. By that I mean that I have no interest, nor am I attracted to men from the way I currently present. However, when I think of myself as a woman.....my Jess persona.....loves men. Do you have similar experiences? Jessica I am the same way. I think men are nasty and ugly and I would never think about being with one with one exception: when I am in girl mode and that is when I crave his masculinity and my submissive side evolves. The emotional and sexual feelings are very real. Hi Kelli Ann As you know I create my life through photos of me. I went further and involved my wife, as if she was my husband: 💋 Chloé
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Post by Jessica on Aug 4, 2021 14:34:48 GMT
I totally get that. One interesting thing that I've found for me is that as a guy I have no interest in men. By that I mean that I have no interest, nor am I attracted to men from the way I currently present. However, when I think of myself as a woman.....my Jess persona.....loves men. Do you have similar experiences? Jessica I am the same way. I think men are nasty and ugly and I would never think about being with one with one exception: when I am in girl mode and that is when I crave his masculinity and my submissive side evolves. The emotional and sexual feelings are very real. A billion percent. Totally understand and agree. This is 100% me as well. It is a weird thing to actually experience haha.
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