Post by Lily on Jul 1, 2021 14:56:37 GMT
Never in my wildest dreams two weeks ago, would I ever have thought I would be writing a post like this, but here I am.
One of the most surprising reactions I've had about discovering I'm a closted trans girl is thinking how hot I would have been. That younger me that was either born into, or transitioned to having, a woman's body, or just dressed up trying to pass as a woman. This isn't just me imagining me as how I would've liked to have been, it's more about some assumptions I've made based on my current body and my genes. Those assumptions may be false, but frankly who cares, if you don't think you're hot then no-one else will.
You've seen my feminised face made via Faceapp, and many of you have commented about how pretty and beautiful I look. Thank you again for all those by the way. It genuinely feels so nice to get compliments like that. Well on top of that radiant beauty, even in my male body I have a number of more feminine traits. I have slender arms and hands. My breasts are noticably larger than other men's, even when I have been much more trim.
Here's me from 14 years ago. Apart from Faceapp doing some work on my face and hair, this is all me as I was then, just wearing that t-shirt up top with nothing underneath. Though hardly prominent I think my breasts are noticable.
I think in the past when my male-presenting self has been taken for a woman it has been both because of my long hair and larger breasts. Also I'm sure that one time a teenage girl once tried to check if I had an adam's apple or not, thinking I may be just be a short-haired woman, but that she couldn't quite tell.
My body goes in between my chest and my hips and very much out again at those hips. I think you get a good idea from the photo below, taken 13 years ago. This is not me showing how great I am, I'm just showing you what I'm basing my assumptions on. This image is just cropped from the original. Again I'm just wearing a t-shirt on my torso. Shame about the stomach, but you've always known me to be chubby.
That shape you see at the sides isn't my stomach, it is my hips sticking out. Above there my torso tightens at the ribs and goes out again alongside my breasts. Please tell me you see this too, and that I'm not simply deluding myself.
On top of that I know my mother had a voluptuous figure. I remember her once saying that some expressed to her a desire to dive in between her bosoms. From the evidence of my larger chest I think I can say that I inherited those curvy genes of hers.
Therefore either by adding a ton of oestrogen to the mix of what I already had, or just dressing my younger body the right way, I do think I would have looked pretty damn fine.
For me as a 52-year old in a male body saying that it does feel weird. I am not otherwise so confident about myself, except to say I've always liked the way I look in the mirror. I have also never taken any care to my appearance, but now think that may have been because deep down, I didn't want to look like any type of boy at all, scruffy or otherwise. I also never like to boast or brag, and rarely think about myself in a positive light. The assumption I would have been hot, or at least have had a very good figure, just seems to be a logical conclusion.
I hope this post hasnt' come across that I'm just boasting or bragging, it is more that this genuine belief I have is so surprising and shocking to me.
xox,
Woori-Mei
One of the most surprising reactions I've had about discovering I'm a closted trans girl is thinking how hot I would have been. That younger me that was either born into, or transitioned to having, a woman's body, or just dressed up trying to pass as a woman. This isn't just me imagining me as how I would've liked to have been, it's more about some assumptions I've made based on my current body and my genes. Those assumptions may be false, but frankly who cares, if you don't think you're hot then no-one else will.
You've seen my feminised face made via Faceapp, and many of you have commented about how pretty and beautiful I look. Thank you again for all those by the way. It genuinely feels so nice to get compliments like that. Well on top of that radiant beauty, even in my male body I have a number of more feminine traits. I have slender arms and hands. My breasts are noticably larger than other men's, even when I have been much more trim.
Here's me from 14 years ago. Apart from Faceapp doing some work on my face and hair, this is all me as I was then, just wearing that t-shirt up top with nothing underneath. Though hardly prominent I think my breasts are noticable.
I think in the past when my male-presenting self has been taken for a woman it has been both because of my long hair and larger breasts. Also I'm sure that one time a teenage girl once tried to check if I had an adam's apple or not, thinking I may be just be a short-haired woman, but that she couldn't quite tell.
My body goes in between my chest and my hips and very much out again at those hips. I think you get a good idea from the photo below, taken 13 years ago. This is not me showing how great I am, I'm just showing you what I'm basing my assumptions on. This image is just cropped from the original. Again I'm just wearing a t-shirt on my torso. Shame about the stomach, but you've always known me to be chubby.
That shape you see at the sides isn't my stomach, it is my hips sticking out. Above there my torso tightens at the ribs and goes out again alongside my breasts. Please tell me you see this too, and that I'm not simply deluding myself.
On top of that I know my mother had a voluptuous figure. I remember her once saying that some expressed to her a desire to dive in between her bosoms. From the evidence of my larger chest I think I can say that I inherited those curvy genes of hers.
Therefore either by adding a ton of oestrogen to the mix of what I already had, or just dressing my younger body the right way, I do think I would have looked pretty damn fine.
For me as a 52-year old in a male body saying that it does feel weird. I am not otherwise so confident about myself, except to say I've always liked the way I look in the mirror. I have also never taken any care to my appearance, but now think that may have been because deep down, I didn't want to look like any type of boy at all, scruffy or otherwise. I also never like to boast or brag, and rarely think about myself in a positive light. The assumption I would have been hot, or at least have had a very good figure, just seems to be a logical conclusion.
I hope this post hasnt' come across that I'm just boasting or bragging, it is more that this genuine belief I have is so surprising and shocking to me.
xox,
Woori-Mei