Post by Lily on Jan 8, 2022 12:34:41 GMT
I wore the nightie last night for the first time. It didn't seem that nice of a fit which caused some initial disappointment. There are two issues there. Firstly there isn't much room to put my arms and shoulders in. That really made me aware of my manly frame putting on this feminine top which caused some mild dysphoria. Secondly, and this is my own fault, my stomach separates the see-through material that would otherwise hang down from my chest and cover that lower area. The gap between the two sides that should start at the navel, instead starts at the top. Also I have a proportionately long torso, to go with shorter legs, and so it doesn't reach as far down as it would on others, so none of that material reaches my hips.
Having listed all the negatives, here are the postives. The design really does look cute and pretty, and so visually looks really nice, even if the feel isn't quite as good. It's not tight at all, and part covering my breasts does so snugly. The knickers fit nicely and have a light feminine feel to them.
Lying in bed with it on, the see-through material of the top didn't quite lay right either. So with all of this in mind, initially I didn't get any strong positive feeling towards it, and was a little disappointed, but only a little. It didn't quite give me the same feel as my other one, however it was still OK and in no way a disaster. As I said, it feels very nice around my chest, and so it's still pleasurable. However I felt it was something that I needed to see myself in, rather than just feel myself in.
I warmed to it overnight though, and come the morning felt very womanly wearing it. When laying on my side my arms and shoulders can naturally shape some cleavage in my chest. When that happened this morning I took a look down there, and I really loved how that looked wearing this new item. It was probably the nicest that I have seen them in this manner. When I got up I looked at myself in the mirror and really liked how I looked in it. It gave me the very feminine look that I was going for. Overall I'd say that this was a slow-burner. I didn't get the immediate thrill that I have from other garments, but did reach the point where I wished that I could wear it for longer.
Through buying and wearing both this and the bikini I think I embraced the side of me that wants to be cute and adorable. I know I had denied myself that somewhat. I think it was important for me to acknowledge that while most of the time I don't particularly want to look and feel that way, that sometimes I really do. On the reverse of that, to realise that just because I want to look cute sometimes doesn't mean that this is all of my personality, that this is all I am or want to be as a woman.
Having listed all the negatives, here are the postives. The design really does look cute and pretty, and so visually looks really nice, even if the feel isn't quite as good. It's not tight at all, and part covering my breasts does so snugly. The knickers fit nicely and have a light feminine feel to them.
Lying in bed with it on, the see-through material of the top didn't quite lay right either. So with all of this in mind, initially I didn't get any strong positive feeling towards it, and was a little disappointed, but only a little. It didn't quite give me the same feel as my other one, however it was still OK and in no way a disaster. As I said, it feels very nice around my chest, and so it's still pleasurable. However I felt it was something that I needed to see myself in, rather than just feel myself in.
I warmed to it overnight though, and come the morning felt very womanly wearing it. When laying on my side my arms and shoulders can naturally shape some cleavage in my chest. When that happened this morning I took a look down there, and I really loved how that looked wearing this new item. It was probably the nicest that I have seen them in this manner. When I got up I looked at myself in the mirror and really liked how I looked in it. It gave me the very feminine look that I was going for. Overall I'd say that this was a slow-burner. I didn't get the immediate thrill that I have from other garments, but did reach the point where I wished that I could wear it for longer.
Through buying and wearing both this and the bikini I think I embraced the side of me that wants to be cute and adorable. I know I had denied myself that somewhat. I think it was important for me to acknowledge that while most of the time I don't particularly want to look and feel that way, that sometimes I really do. On the reverse of that, to realise that just because I want to look cute sometimes doesn't mean that this is all of my personality, that this is all I am or want to be as a woman.